A lot has happened in the year since my last post. I think one reason I haven't kept up with this blog much is because I wanted to be this person who was showing what living that bariatric life was like and blogging about that journey. The problem is, I am not living up to that.
As of this morning, I weigh 271 lbs. On my surgery day I was 286.6. The past year has been filled with things that threw wrenches into the situation, and I know why it happened. That being said, the ultimate issue is that I fell back into bad habits. I got down to 214 at one point. I can look at pictures of myself from last summer and see the person I was trying to be.
This is not me giving up. I am going to get back to that point. The bright side is that my weight is different now than it was in 2022. I am still in better health than I was then, more muscle mass, all of that. But I need to drop this weight.
Anyway, this is an accountability post for me, and I am hoping to get back to writing because I do miss it.
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